Today: For the third time!

I know I know third one in one day but I'm really bummed.. i want to buy this phone with my OWN money and my mom is being a jerk and saying no! how can she say no it's not her money to spend?!?! Anyway thats whats been bugging me all night and to top it all off she also said I couldn't have friends over for new years eve because my sister is having friends over and she asked AFTER I did!!!!!!!! I mean how unfair is that! Man my life is full of crap right now! :( This is going to bug me forever if I don't at least get the phone I want... I WOULD PAY FOR IT!!!!!!!! Gosh! I've never been the favorite anyway so why did I expect things would be things would be different...